Update March 11

Returned from Florida. Bad traffic, bad weather. Had to deal with baby sister. Bad experience. Mom is moving into Taylor home. Slowly but surely. Very, very slowly. Spent half of today re-doing at bank exactly what I already did -- in writing! -- last week, but bank screwed it up. Royally. As usual. I'm surrounded by idiots. People call me, every day. Want me to spend my time helping them. Why? Why? Complete stranger called me on phone tonight. From Rockbridge Baths. Spent almost an hour on phone answering his questions. Second time this has happened in last seven days. Complete strangers. Wanting me to spend an hour telling them stuff. Why? Why me? Morale is low. Reaching close to rock bottom. Planned to hike in mountains Sunday to recuperate mentally and spiritually. Was looking forward to day without babies, without kids, without contention, without conversations, without people asking me to do things for them, without people at all. Nope. No can do. Don't ask. Mental and spiritual health is beyond reach. ... .... Snap. ... It's coming.